Back on the Bike
The shadow represents those of have been watching over me
This is my first post on my new blog. I am now on my own here, its almost 1 month to the day that Michael flew home to Brisbane.
Those of you close to me saw how the departure affected me emotionally. I don’t want to dwell on the past, that’s water under the bridge, nothing can be changed. The future can be changed in the now.
I will say that the past five weeks has seen me reach the lowest ever point in my life, but with the support of my friends, family and this community I pulled through suicidal thoughts. I have felt the gamut of emotions that life throws at you. I can say I now feel transformed , a metamorphosis so to speak. The darkness I felt represented the chrysalis I was cocooned in. The love and support from those around fueled the process. I have now emerged and can sit here breathing, blogging and living life again. I am feeling emotions I thought I would never experience again.
In the darkness, I asked my parents to show me a sign and they did. I now thank them for the life they gave me and for being my Angelz. I will not take this life for granted.
I just want to say thank you to you all.