Weddings and other things..
Well its almost 2 months since I met Tony, All I can say is, I feel like a teenager all over. The only thing Tony and Michael have in common is their stature, everything else polar opposite.
August 25th John and Buddy got married in San Diego. I had not planned to take Tony, but the evening before I left he landed in the ER with an Asthma attack and was released at 2AM. I told him I would look after him that weekend and that a trip to San Diego to get some moist sea air would do him good. John and Buddy were very understanding and Tony joined me at the ceremony.
Attire was casual, as it was in Balboa Park so I wore shorts and a polo. As I was dressing up I told Tony I only paid $8 for my socks whereas Michael would have paid $35-50, he said to me he has never paid $8 for socks. That sums it up.
At 24, Tony has taught me so much about life and in doing so I let go of the anger I have for Michael. Personally it was easier to be angry, but Tony taught me otherwise. Having said that, whats done is done. So I agonized if I should contact and or Facetime him for his Birthday. I sent an email, he was too busy to FaceTime as he had to bus it into work, which I understood. We had facetimed 3 weeks prior when crazy Dave was reported missing by police and thought to have committed suicide. That call was calm and he told me what he was doing and vice vera. Would all calls be like this from now on? So when I was unfriended on Facebook after his birthday that to me was again another dagger in my back, much like getting the list of personal issues after he left. He told me could not read my posts – I said you could have muted or blocked my feeds. What’s ironic is when I just moved into the Hotel for the summer Kathryn Grant-Ward posted a blank comment on a Facebook post I did. I was upset at first, responded to the the thread with KMG? and got no response. So I blocked all the Grants, in anger. But as I have learned, if they want to see what I am up to so so be it, so I unblocked them.
Vows