Fear & Cuddle Buddies

Well things with Tony and myself could not be going any better.  Its almost 3 months since we met,  this is what he posted on Facebook on Sunday night last week.

“I’m just feeling crazy about a certain guy I’ve been seeing for like three months now. I can’t say that I have ever been in love but this is sure making my heart feel things I’ve never felt before”

Then on Monday he gave me a card with this

cuddle buddies

cuddle buddies

 

I had told Tony how I felt about him.  He has brought happiness back to my life.  I love it that we are so comfortable with each other and we talk about everything.  The topic of a  conversation we had last night was fear.  He told me he is scared of losing me, I told him I felt the same way.   I could not deal with the loss of another person I loved,  the depths I hit this year almost consumed me.

Within a few hours of this conversation he had changed this Facebook status.

With the events of this year, I was not expecting another relationship nor did I think I would be this happy and content, but I am.

I know my parents and grandparents are looking after me, there have been too many coincidence’s in my mind.

 

Tony Rowe

Tony Rowe